It sucks, ya know needing someone that’s not there. Just wanting to be held and comforted, being told that someone loves u. Getting cute little kisses on your forehead, talking for hours about how were feeling, laughing till we cry, play fighting until we make sad faces, then everything gets better after we kiss even if I still make the sad face to get more.. lol I hate feeling lonely I hate feeling unloved I just wish I can take all the grimey shit you did to me and just erase it from my memory so we can start over. I love you so much that it hurts my soul. Alot of people ask me how I can still love u after everything u did. Andy answer is Idk I just do. Ugh I just wanna see u I just want you to.hold me and never let go tell me u love me and that everything’s gunna be ok I just feel so depressed with out you here like all I wanna do is lay in my bed and cry but I know that wont help me. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just miss you. But most of all I miss me.